Saturday 12 45 AM:
The whole nation was engulfed in the spirit of Indianness and joy of celebrating Independence day. All my contacts were floating with Tricolor Flag all over the status in whatsapp. Even i was editing a video of skit made at office for the ID celebration. On the same day one of my colleague Sathish shared a pic of us with Tricolor code dress which was took few years back. I was rejoicing with those memories and the day went on good until I received the call.
Madhu called me asking for Sankareswaran's family contacts as an emergency. That was the moment i had a shock without electricity. Did not know wat to do? No idea, what we wud have done without FB? Reached out to his friends and managed to pull in some contacts who were of help. I cant even pen what were the thoughts that was running my mind. All negativity forcing me to get suppressed thoughts and constantly was fighting for a positive spirit. I cud not resist the memories of shank, which kept running in my mind as a movie.. All those Movie Times, Booze moments, mock moments and be it weekend Trips, every bit of it in me had Shank with me.
we started working together almost at the same time in Intertek. The early evening Coffee's and late evening drinks, what not? Be it the smell of Coffee or Beer, it had his fragrance and smell along. If you had been lucky enough to have a BFF at work, you know what a difference it can make. For a variety of reasons. it can make all the usual politics, challenges, and day to day ups and downs easier to Navigate and thrive in. As the calendar kept changing, the friendship deepened as we get the chance to do what we are best at with someone you enjoy spending time with. Those tiny trips, mini Lunch all made our days colorful.
Memories are the worst enemies at times. As I dwell more on memories the more I was getting emotional and painful. Apart from calling friends and knowing the status, could not do anything. As the goes by, the pain grows by. Fell asleep around 04 30 am and in the morning JP Called to give good news on his health. It was soothing at the moment but still the pain hasnt evaded. Kept roaming until Rajath called me. I broke to Sathis and JP which made me detox all negative thoughts in mind. Sitting in a Car, lying on the steering and Crying out loud is the better way of shelling out. I never knew car had shoulders.
Now that, I am waiting for him to comeback and bug me with all daily trackers and reports. Everytime when I compose an email, my fingers wanders defualt to type your name da. Get well soon Shank! You were a similie to me.. I wanna have u as a kiddo brother and brother in law at the same time. Miss u dude!
I felt the warmth of the hug you gave me when I was back to office from Hospital and said I missed you. I miss u too just that I wanna hug you. Love u loads.
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